My U n D e R w A t E r E a R t h W o R l D

whoW itz SeptemBer..time flies SOOO FAST!…as u can see the above title of my post for this month..it is obviously about me celebrating my mum bdae..4 the first year of the entire life living, i have bought her a proper gift that she loved so much n said THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY!.. i felt so relived! presenting her a espirit watch n a lovely chocolate cake <<THAT WAS A BIG SUPRISE! i can only tell this to my mum…i love you mummy..being there for me supporting n engouraging me n also having to help me out in my hard times i realli love you a lot. i might not have got you what you wanted but i hope you love the gift.. alwaes my number one idol, fan , superwoman, world, alwaes my number ONE! ♥

Having to auctually teach a primary three student can go boinkers! seriously sometimes i can show her my blood type which is B+ i guess!. but sometimes damn i am very patient so yea. just mangae the way i can get the bucks n leave! i just hope she pass her exams wit flying colours n not failing it wit black n white colours damn i would be like a deng head sitting down knocking on the table! hiyah i tried  my beri beri best! i can oni do wat i can..SO DUN PUSH TO THE LIMIT!

going out wit besties got me soooo argh! I ENJOY MY DAE ON 20/09/2008..heading to a movie which is kinda lame n stupied movie BUT HILARIOUS! then thought of going to bowling..well there was not enough time..so we went to suntec cuz vimala (ayumi) wanted to buy some chocolates for her cuzzie birthday. and then we went to shisha..<<<I GUES I SPELLED IT CORRECTLY! but the taste was kinda eeee n oK..i wun say perfect! hahaha..SO YEA

to my bestie PRIYA (dyinbride)…a piece of word from me. you crying to me every single time make me think about u more n get worried over you. seriously SOME PEOPLE are SO NOT APPRECIATING SO UNGRATEFUL..well this is the world..you gotta face the good n bad the ups n downs of life..people might i mean simply said GUYS may come n go..but friends dun..there would be oni one who would alwaes wan to see you smile n happy n alwaes be wit you no matter how much arguement or quarrels.that is called best friends.you still got vimala and me..Y WORRY!…WELL THAT PERSON DOES NOT GIVE YOU LIFE!..so forget THAT MORON n say this to him.. WELL U HAVE TREATED ME MORE THAN A PIECE OF SHYT U IRRITATING PIECE OF BUFFOLO SHYT! say that and walk away..wen u walk away DUN EVER CRY…AND DUN REGRET!..THIS IS NOT AN INSULT RATHER AM I NOT NAMING THE PERSON..anywae i dun give a shyt if the person wanna make a big fuss out of it..cuz itz usual FOR ME! haaa! so priya dun worri u would have ur family n friends alswaes with you ok…guys are just …hurmph!!! DUN WANNA MENTION! please i wanna see the dyinbride n priya i noe hu alwaes laugh smile n be soo sacarstic!! n singing her own suthuleh katti song!! i wan that priya! OKOK!

oh yea to my itchyballa rea! happy birthday mate..lol 18! but still lame! hahaha well having to know u 4 almost a year made me so blessed to meet ya as a friend yaw! seriously we can tok rot,act smart n lame n yes BE AN BIG CLOWNs! haa HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITCHY BALLA..

WAIT TO ALL THE SEPTEMBER BARBIES

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Oh yeS 30/09/2008..the last dae of the month..damn the year is finishing soon..wait still got another..3 more months..

THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I AM AUCTUALLY POSTING MY BLOG..but if this time it does not save n post..i am sure gonna break the laptop in2 pieces..ITS NOT WORTH IT I SWEAR..cuz later at the dae i stil gotaa use it to chat n stuff..hahaha! first time got jam..as i din put butter!..second was the same situation guz low batt..argggghhhhhhh!!!!

about this month..i have been doing many outing..but recently i went for bowling.haa one of the outing was wit my best friend vimala n her boifie..YES IT WAS DAMN FUN!!..n todae i went for another bowling for 8 FREE games..hello who would not wanna GOOO!!!!..haaaaaaaaa..well at least i have relieve some stress i have!.aha for now is worring for my student whether a not would she pass her exams..i realli would praise n the lord if she realli does!..ha..OK I used to be religious..  but noww..hhmm santiya wun mention it!

oh yes holidae till oct 12…i ain’t kinda rotting at home but at times yes!..seriously i can bang myself to the wall! MY HEAD IS PRECIOUS THOUGH!..sometimes thinking about it i would be like DAMN WHAT IF I WAS RICH! i can ALWAES go n hang around…SPENDING IT LIKE WATER FLOWING!..life is SOOOO SOOO TOUGH!..

oh yes a piece of good words to my bestie priya..well there are good n bad times in life.but u gotta be strong n show that fuckface that witout him u still could live!..haa even if u were to sacrifice ur friendship i still wld come after you n irritate u..WELL HE IS NOT WORTH A CENT!..HE IS WORTH MY BISHAN LONGANk with dirty feaces WATER!..! read THIS MR!…take this as a lesson n be more wise thinking n choosing the right one in future baby!..as time goes by FORGET THAT MORON! thrrow him n dump him..but say this to him..u are a irritating piece of bitch in my life selfish brat! i noe i am mean..but yes itz all a deserving award for that HIM!

tomorow is hari raya…soo to all selamat hari raya…september babies..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ( one of them is my best buddie rea mae tuballa)

well todae is 2nd august..a day that i wanted my ayumi to turn 19!..oldie!..<<giggles>>..i hope she would enjoy her bdae to the fullest n keep smiling! "seriously she is ugly when she cry…REALLY"" said santiya..i wanna grant her wishes n give watever she asked for ..EXCEPT MY LIFE! haha..not only her bdae but also in her relationship…hope everything’s alryte just happiness!

and this is for my other babygerl! no matter wat priya aku would be there for u for some brain storms ideas n somehow to make u laugh! and also hope ur relationship last long whr both of y’all gotta give in more…LOTS TO LEARN! :-)..i love priya muchy muchy! hehe..i might bully her a lot..she is worst not beautiful wen she cry…LIKE BABY! BUT I STILL LOVE HER WHOLE HEARTEDLY! i lOVE MY BESTIEs..

Oh yEs i MaDe nEw FRienDS..thEse friEnds Are REaLLy To Be TRasuREd Cuz It’S raRe to Find..THat’s YOU rEa..iT’S YOu HIJAH..everydAy laughteR..AnD Both CRaziNesS..But WAiT hijAh GoT a roCking HairstylinG..REa goT a PinkY chEEkYS!!.hehehe… geT iT aSSeS!!  i D o l e a r n m a n y t h i n g s f r o m t h e m..!!

oh yes…buying donut for my loveS!…that american boi LoOk blUR..but that star BLiNKS each time i see him muahahaha..I GUESS itz all hOW shuLD I put it in words..feeliNGs whiCH canNot be exPREsseD.. <3

LAstlY sanTiya WAnNa Wish ALL auGusT babiEs

                                HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SPECIALLY to VimAlA

                               HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIMALA!!!

WhoOsh Itz ThE lAst DaE FoR ThE weEk & TommoRow IS a WeekEnd..n thr goes the "back to skool days"! hurmph..i felt like i wasted my holidae for the month..ehh wait thr are certain daes that i was alive to hang out wit my besties & parents..

i was kinda suprised by the conversation wit that american boy..sweet n suprised!..even though how much it hurts i let time flies & take itz course..but smething within me wld not stop me 4rm having a major crush or loving u i guess..muhahaha…HEY BUT ITS TRUE WOKAY!..how much crap i might be toking, thr are sme things that are TRUE!..haha..but still wat can i sae when the person is alwaes my number one american BOY! i shuld dream on for the future..I KNOW!

i am soo totally broke n so many bdae’s cming up..damn!..i am so down the drain..haish..well my mummy requested 4 a watch 4rm swatch…i can’t be asking her am i plucking leaves (MONEY) 4rm tree ryte..RUDE BABI!.. haha anywae i just try my best to collect the paisa n noteS!..

i realli shuld thank my besties to cme by my home the other dae..seriously i love u both soo much n nnot knowing that vimala is KINDA realated..whoosh..bIG NEWs!..hahaha..but still i was pleased n glad that they both get along n YES we went out again!n take freaking crazy pictures.GET thiS weLl thAT nOone caN sepERate US.. i even get to introduce my parents my boifrens..hahaha..kiDding..nonsense!..ANYwae that’s it 4 the month..cn u pls watever me…..i shall walk away on my own!..i swear i dunno wat i just type!

I AM SOO BORED!..each dae i wake up i regret waking up like that!sheesshh soo pathetic! :(..every dae i shuld think wat ami goonna do 4the dae..n yes i shuld sae ROT AT HMEE WHOOOOOOOOOwHHEEEE..isn’t it soo cool ARGH!

NEXT PUH LEASE!! hmm i felt so lively wen my bestie was in sg..now THAT DINDONG WENT TO VISIT BATAM! haha..WEN BISHAN MISS HER MORE!..wat the?! anywae gerl thanks alot for that delicious donuts!..it was rooosiiyoo rooosiii..hahaha..haishh still i miss her soooooo muccchh..well i got another beautiful toilet bowl which is PRIYAA..seriously no matter how much i fight wit her..i miss her LOTS LOTS LOTSS..cuz i just love joking n toking crap like a retarted! n wit herrr! yes..this both are the precious ones which keep me going well!

this is said by me to my adawiyah..watever happens there would be someone beside that u cn count on..to lie on their shoulder to cry on n pour ur sorows..n alwaes to withstand wit u no matter wat..n that would be mee..all happened unexpectedly..just look on the bright side n live on..n i noe it takes time..just take your time n just take care of urself n eat properly..muah!may god blees u my child!

ThE daTe whiCh is LabeL At tHe TitlE MeaNt A lOt To MeE BuT It WaS DEaD So Soon..NeVer fElT So WorSt AnD DeaD TiLL LikE ThiS!! STILL I AM NOT A EMO<<BANGBANG TO THAT!.

God DAmn i HavE inVolvE In So ManY ArgUemeNtS WitHin THis Two MOntHs And So AfrAid To HaVe AnoTher One..ARGHH! But StiLl ThEy ArE ThE BesT in Me & & & HIM! haissh..WaT goTTa Happen HaS HapPEn SO JuSt MoVe On MAma!! WHoo At LasT goT A ChanCe To Meet ThAT PooH BeaR N WAtCh WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS!! so Much LAughtER hahax! LoVe ThaT CuTe LAdyEE

OInkOink! tHiss Is Cute..Havin Both BesTies HaHa TriBal Fight Like DUhH! bUt BuT tHiS TimE i Did SmeThinG SpEciAl For The BotH Of Them (not one eye close ) I Did A TesTTubE HAvin ThEir FrienDSter Nicks..AYUMI & DYINBRIDE!! ComIn To THe PoiNt Is..MAMA SATAN LOVES U botH THE FULLEST N BOTH OF U ARE THE BEST IN ME! I WISH THIS TesT TuBe I AM GIVIn Y’ALL SHuLD’NT BReak!! SerioUslY I CAnNot BeaR to Be ApArt FRom U Both!!..HoW muCh WE HAve Our ARgueMEnt Or JEAlouSY I STill LOVE Y"ALL!

NeXT To mUa MuMMy..i HaVe NoT giVEn U AnyThing FoR moThER’S DAe..PreTty Sad I AM BROKE!..WEll U arE My NUmBER ONE! U ArE MY FavOuRite STaR! U ARe My Idol..AnD SorriE foR WAt I HAVE DonE in The PAsT To Let U Down..But MuMmY I WAnna PRove ThAt WatEveR i Do I WlD GiVE mY BeST n Not LEttiNg tHe ChanCES go LikE WaT i DiD LAsT TimE..Ur EnCouraGEmEnt Ur LAughTEr Ur SMilE uR CaRE  Ur LOvE N EvRythiNG HavE mADe Me GRoWn Up & coMe thiS faR N BRighTEnz My DAE..WitHout U..iTZ noT mE! I LOVE UUU!!! HAppy MOthERs DAy

And To Toyol..Gerl TAke CAre of Ur SiStEr N HopE ShE GetS WEll SOon!! **cross fingers**MuaH Well I am GonNa HeAd OuT To The SPacE n CatCh The SHootinG STaRS…..zoooooooooommmmmmm!!!

after a month i am writing a blog for this month!!..well march..me turning 17 was the biggest mistake..hmm some problems turn me down n really had a hard time being me again.but my good friends around me had really cheer me up in many ways but i tried to oppose to it.hmm i swear i miss someone ryte now..well my bestie..i just got something to tell ya.you have really been with me through my hard times.and i really appreciate all the things you have done for me.itz not that you are not a good friend for me..it is just that sometimes you are just i cn nt describe it to me you have been good.you just din give me time to explain nor talk things out?!..y??you broke a friendship with me just cuz i din keep a deal wit you..haixx. i just want you to be happy..no matter what,as i said u wld be my best friend and alwaes be..wherever you go..how much you study i just bless you with all my lucks.i just wish to see you n show you my last goodbye.And your dance..wherever or whatever competition you have..face it n win it..dun worry chia yo my bestie..i might not be a good friend to you..but to me you were..you were more than a friend to me..i would wait till all the anger in you are gone..and would forgive me..

DROP it..had been crying for daes from like what 17 march..haixx..priya thank you so much for that delicious cake n everything you have done for me.i know you are not satisfied..but i amsowhole heartly!..because through thick and thin you have been there supporting.both of you were my bestie but things din work out for..nah nvrmnd..priya i dun wan your present i just want you.i just treasure your friendship and that’s all..love ya my bestie

next of..losing my damn fucking fone when i needed it the most!..like losing half life! lucky not losing contact.myPICTURES WIT """" PRIYA AND VIMALA AND SOMEONE ELSE!""recording vimala did.msgs everyone send!!..oh myy..i shall curse the person lar..sudden accident or..dying in sickness! hmm whoo someone going india for 20 freakin daes..OMG!!.. i can faint!! i gonna missssss uuuu!! arghh..well have a great weekend n watever 20 daes thr..dun find an urukaari!!..haha make sure i smack the hell out of u!

thank you priya,sree,logi,and all my beloved friends who wished..i love y’all..all the march babies..happy birthdae!!..

head in to the blog..dip me with donuts..here i am obbsessed with donuts..arrgghh..different flavours got me rolling wit it..ain’t it a good song without any rythem!!..sheeesh..

itz been so borin since morning..damned!..no money no outings!!..haixx..anywae..skool going great with ""so call projects"" ..it can realli gets irritating when the class advisor looks down on me..omg..wat the!..hmm just live on..patience in me never gonna be changed..anger in me would be shown very soon..i guess??!!..but if i were to talk on the phone like a motor mouth.ermm i am doing it so well with my soulmates…vimala got me locco n priya got me chicago chango..ehh karoke remember!..the chicago chango n opra idol haha..

very long time i had this wish that my soulmates would head to my skool..how much we argue we still get back fast..cuz i treasure them like a food that i eat every dae..hahahaha…bleahhhh… i might be kept in the dark..for two years..this is 4 u..toyol>>>TOYOL i got all the sand covering the secrets baby..sssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh….<<<

hmm just as i thought..i may have asked you many questions that made ur mouth painful enuf to answer..but stilll u gotta answer baby..maybe six years isn’t enuf make it a seven or more!!! love ya!!..ahh that person shuld noe wat i meant!..OUT!

GONG GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE..HONG PAU..OUT OF STOCK..NO PAU!!..DUUH!

hmmzz…time to check in and post a new blog for the month!!..before christmas there were many things that occured which made me so depressed..but wunder after christmas would everything be alryte…because of some reasons my face turnz sour just in a spilt second..i just dun noe why.the three wishes i made to god..he just took two of it to grant..first was for my dad to get a job..second was to get back in good terms with my bestie and third my grades..too bad..two was granted while the other took me to a new life and a new enviroment.this turn out so bad recently at home that i really had no choices given from anyone just cuz no one trusted me?!!..ohh gessh..but still..i just felt like giving up on everything..wishes to myself but i guess i ain’t gonna ask any help from god..nahh..ain’t gonna change to satanic..relax! haha

i am not freakingly gonna forget this date!!..22 dec 2007!!..and especially in yishun mrt!!..omg!!..i had sleepness night remembering that dae..popcorns puke,fun YES!,humiliation..omg..most of the time!!..but something else turn me on!!shush secret…onLy two people close to my heart knows about this!! bleahh..

I got the biggest confession to make..i just lied to someone close to me!!..shit?!!..i dun even know how am i gonna tell the truth..itz gonna piss her off big time baby!..but too bad…the week have come for me to tell the damn truth outta of my mouth..i feel pretty guilty..i am sorry!!..it is easy to sae..but hard to belive.plz accept the fact when i tell u this..I JUST LIED TO U MY BESTIE!!..I JUST DID?!!..haixx..

till then..from all that misery pouring out here..not all of it..still got more..gesshh..itz time to unwrap all the other presentzz…which are PROBLEMS! serious..!! till then.. 

                      MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

HMMM!!..AT LAST..GOT THE DAMN TIME TO WRITE A BLOG FOR THIS MONTH!! ARGGHH..I FEEL LIKE RUNNINGAWAY..WITH THOSE BUGGERS I AM WORKING WITH..i still got a phrase 4 it..good to get pay but not good working for it!!ahax..i just love that!!.MY FIRST PAY!!…i gott it with my sparkling hands..and and and..my bestie..back back..itz like as though the world as turn around to 360!! I GO CRAZY WITH HER ALWAES!!..her name is hamasaki the other half of ayumi..so hu is the other half of vimala??!! hahax..

the other thing mentioned is festive season..and there goes the stress each year..and each dae thinking about it..SHIT! damn..dun let the dae cme dun let it cme!!i just bearing with it..!!and to this PERSON SPECIALLY i got something to TELL..i am just so sorry for what i answered 4 your question..but i just cn nt do anything and realli i dunno what shuld i sae back..but if i have hurt u in anywae..i am sorry..i realli dunno..but still i wish things wld turn out good in future for u..i wish if the person is READING this blog. i am sorry!

another is my bro bdae!!!..goshhh…that freak turn 18!!argghh..anywae..bro happy birthdae!!!..i wanted to buy u something..tooo bad ur luck turn me downn..hahax..no matter wat happens u still are the best bro and also i noe u would support me alwaes..weeeee!!!…hah..i can realli go crazy and irritated with this freak!!..bleahh!!